Reminder Before Died... : (

Things To Do

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…

Things to do…( self note )

First of all, I must remind myself to read Al- Quran, then need to read the translation and clear commentary…even if only for 2-10 pages per a day.

I must force myself to obey to Him..to think of what Allah is saying to me…Please O Allah, give me a strength to do it…amin ya rabb…

Loves,

sha

Pintu Taubat Selalu Terbuka

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=TCPpAbz5whk&NR=1

Lirik Zikir Munajat

Ya Allah...

Peliharakanlah kami dari azab api neraka ....

hasbi rabbi jallallah, mafi qalbi ghairullah, nur muhammad sallallah, lailahaillallah,(3x)

solawatul karim, shah ro wa haula, alfa alfin ala rasuli mualam.(3x) 

ya allah hu ya allah . ya fatah hu ya alim, iftah qulu bana . futu hal 'arifil na. (3x)

ya zaljala liwal ikram (3x) 
amit na 'ala dinil islam

subhanallah wabihamdihi (3x)
'alimul ghaibi wash shaha dati,

fa yunabbiukum bima kuntum taq maluna.

ya latif fu ya latif (3x)fu 
Allah hu latifun bi 'ibadihi
yar zukumar shayak, wahuwas sami ul'alim.

Bismillaa-hil ladzii laa yadurru ma asmihii shai’un fil ardi wa laa fis samaa-i-wahuwas samii-’ul-aliim 3x

Astagfirullah ha'azim (3x)

allazi lailahailla, huwalhaiyul qaiyum, 
wa atubu ilaih, taubatan abdin zolimin, 
la yam liku li nafsi, dorrom wa la naf am 
wala mautah, wa la haya tau, wala nu shu ro. 

subha namalla yaqdiru ghalqu qadrahu,
waman nu wa qalqa 'arshifa dun mu war hadu, 
malikun ala 'arshis sama 'imuhai minu, 
li izzati taqnu wuju hu watasjudu. 

hasbi rabbi jallallah, mafi qalbi ghairullah, nur muhammad sallallah, lailahaillallah,(3x)

laisa laha mindunillah hi ka shifa (3x)

lailahaillah almalikul haqqu mubin 
muhammadur rasulullah, sodiqul waqdi amin, 

astaqfirullah ha innallah kanataw waba, (3x) 

Tubna ilallah, wa rojakna ilallah,
wanadimna 'alama fa'alna, (3x)

"MENCARI MARDHATILLAH...MENCARI KEREDHAANMU YA ALLAH"

Bismillahirrahamanirrahim...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaikum...alhamdullilah pembukaan tirai 2013 baru saja berlalu beberapa hari yang lepas...aku tak memasang apa-apa azam tahun ini cukup aku katakan aku serahkan segala-galanya yang berlaku tahun ini kepadaNya untuk menentukan kehidupan aku yang seterusnya....

2012 adalah tahun yang sangat mencabar buat aku...aku dihimpit dengan pelbagai dugaan tapi  aku  jarang sama sekali meluahkan masalah aku pada orang...aku jarang cerita masalah aku pada mak abah mahupun adik beradik aku sendiri...sebab aku tak mahu mereka tahu aku sedang bersedih dan di dalam kesusahan ditimpa ujianMu Ya Allah...aku cuba harung segalanya seorang diri...soal kerja, soal kawan mahupun soal jodoh Ya Allah... :’( aku tak mahu orang tahu aku sedang bersedih ketika itu...cukuplah sekadar aku dan diriMu saja yang tahu Ya Allah...cukuplah...cukuplah aku menyerahkan segala-galanya pada Engkau Ya Allah untuk membuka jalan kepada penyelesaian permasalahan aku...

Tahun ini aku masuk di usia 30 tahun...beberapa hari yang lepas masa mak datang melawat aku di Putrajaya...selepas aku habis exam satu paper, mak tanya aku berkali-kali bila hendak kahwin? Kalau tiada jodoh, biarkan mak abah cari, kata mak...Ya Allah...aku rasa nak nangis tapi aku cuba elak dan buat macam tiada apa-apa berlaku....aku terus masuk ke dapur sambil gelak-gelak....Ya Allah, Engkau lebih mengetahui siapa jodohku...maka aku minta Engkau hantarkan dia padaku tahun ini...aku kesian kat mak abah Ya Allah...bila aku sedih...aku akan menulis surat ini kepadaMu Ya Allah...selain doa yang aku panjatkan padaMu Ya Allah...sejak dari kecil, bila aku sedih, aku akan luahkan di atas satu kertas...dan aku harap luahan ini adalah sebahagian daripada apa yang aku rasa....dan juga sebahagian daripada doa-doaku...

Ya Allah...aku mohon padaMu, Engkau pertemukanlah jodohku yang sebenarnya...sebelum mak abah pergi, izinkanlah mereka melihat bakal menantu mereka yang terakhir...sebelum apa-apa terjadi pada kedua-dua orang tuaku Ya Allah...aku pohon padaMu agar Engkau hentikanlah aku dengan ujian jodoh ini...aku risau Ya Allah...aku risau dan aku gusar akan hati mak abah....aku tak mahu mereka risau kerana aku hidup keseorangan dan berdikari tanpa di sisi seorang suami....aku tak mahu mereka gusar  Ya Allah...tolong Ya Allah makbulkan doa ini untuk mak abah aku...cukuplah kalau Engkau dapat bahagiakan kedua ibu-bapaku...aku redha Ya Allah dan aku sanggup berkorban apa saja keranaMu Ya Allah...

Ya Allah...2013 ini aku harapkan Engkau makbulkan doa-doa kedua ibu bapaku yang mahu aku cepat dipertemukan jodoh...2013 ini juga...izinkan aku Ya Allah pergi membuat umrah selepas Pilihan Raya Umum ke 13...berikanlah ketenangan yang lebih kepada semua umat Islam dan aku mohon padaMu Ya Allah agar aku terus diberi kekuatan untuk menempuh segala cabaran mendatang...

Semoga aku lebih istiqamah Ya Allah di atas kesilapan-kesilapan aku yang lalu...ampunkanku Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku seorang wanita solehah...yang berpakaian dan menjaga aurat untukMu dan bakal suamiku Ya Allah...i’m trying my best to dress for you Allah...istiqamahkanlah aku dalam menjaga auratku ini Ya Allah...dan semoga pintu rezekiku lebih meluas pada tahun ini dan tahun-tahun akan datang Ya Allah...amin ya rabbal alamin...

Loves,

sha

                                                    

Assalamualaikum....

Hi..dah lama rasanya tak log in blog ni...bz dgn kerja n belajar...aku rasa macam nak pengsan...pagini aku update blog ni dari old white coffee sg long....bukan nk citer sgt pasal old white coffeee ni...huhu tp nk citer pasal orang belakang meja aku yg sarapan pagi...cuba teka siapa dia?

Orangnya adalah salah seorang pemain badminton yg terkenal dulu, pernah mengharumkan negara dan tak lain x bukan, Rashid Sidek...haha ...aku tgk dia breakfast telur separuh masak...nampak sgtlah jaga pemakanan kan...hehe...

Aku pagi ni kene attend satu sidang media dari DAP di sini....dahlah kene cirit-birit pulok dah pagi ni dgn muntah teruk....sampai je pagi td kat sg long, aku gi cari dulu klinik...kene injection satu...aku menjerit masa kene injection..Dr Amerinjit Singh tanya y sharifah u shouted? ye lah mestilah aku menjerit....aku dah la jarang kene injection kat punggong plak tu....mestilah menjerit...then Dr Amerinjit gelak je tgk gelagat aku...nk pangsan dibuatnya....aku terpaksa amik injection sbb kul 10 pagi dah start pc...x kan aku nk ngulang je ke toilet muntah2 n cirit birit...sobs sob...penat juga muntah ni ....rasa dh mcm morning sickness... :(

Hmmmm aku masih menunggu sumber dtg nk bg pc...mana lah dia ni...hmm oklah stakat sini je lah aku menulis..nk siapsiaga utk pc plak...huhu...

loves,
sha

Regrets - 5 Reasons We Have Them and How to Make Them a Positive Experience by Catherine Pratt

When I was about 16, I received an invitation to join a prestigious track and field club after doing really well in a local competition. I really wanted to do it.

I loved track and field especially the hurdles. I could practice those over and over until my phys ed teacher told me I had to come in. But I ended up turning the invitation down. Why? Because it meant going by myself and also taking the bus to an unfamiliar part of town. I lacked the confidence to go to a new place by myself.

Seems silly now but at the time it made perfect sense to me. New places and people terrified me. So, I allowed fear to get the best of me. Even today, I wonder what I could have accomplished if I’d been able to make it past that first obstacle.
Do you have any regrets of things you wished you’d done? Or have you actually done something only to regret it later? You tell yourself, “how could I have been so dumb?", "what was I thinking?" or "wow, I really regret that”.

Whenever you find yourself regretting something, ask yourself, “Why do I regret it?”

Is it because:

You’re being pushed beyond your comfort zone and are expected to do something you’re not quite comfortable with

This can be a good thing. Think about why it scares you so much and then face that fear. You’ll be proud of yourself after you accomplish your goal. Turn it around. Think of it as an experience.

You did it on impulse and now regret that you didn’t think it through

It’s a valuable skill to be able to think about your options and the potential consequences prior to taking action. As long as you don’t let the “what if’s” fears stop you from pursuing something you really want to do.

The results weren’t what you expected

You did something expecting a certain response and something totally different occurred. Learn from the experience. You’ve probably learned some valuable lessons about human nature. And you never know, it might end up being a really good thing. Look for the silver lining

You allowed fear to stop you from taking advantage of an opportunity

Just like my track and field offer, use it to remind yourself the next time an opportunity comes up that you don’t want to miss out on something else. Also, let it remind you of how far you’ve come since then. Maybe you weren’t ready at that time but you are now. Don’t live with the disappointment of not knowing what might have been if only you had managed to conquer your fears.

You wish you’d done something differently
You chose to do it a certain way for a reason and you did the best you could at the time. Also, you don't know, doing things differently might have turned out worse. You have no idea what the results could have been. Also, just because it didn't work out right this time doesn't mean it won't work the next time. A few tweaks and you might have a winner on your hands.

Never have regrets for what you've done. It's a waste of energy. Forgive yourself if you need to and move on. Regrets just weigh you down and cause you to fear trying new things. Regrets are not meant to drag you down. They’re valuable experiences. Sometimes it's years later that you realize what a wonderful experience it was for you. It may not always have been pleasant at the time but you'll probably realize how much you gained from it later.

Your life is constantly changing in new and wonderful ways.

"Don’t let past regrets stop you from experiencing fully everything life has to offer. And, if you catch yourself suddenly saying, “I just did something and now I totally regret it”, ask yourself “Why”. See what you can learn from it and how you can turn it around to be a positive experience.